I'm Back! Alive And Kicking!!


Well here I am. Guess I can't bare to leave my blog afterall. Hmmm maybe you can say that I'm going through my so called mid life crisis. So many things happened at one go.
Last tuesday my niece Drisya had pass away. May God bless her soul.

I'm also going through divorce. Yes. Ironically if this were weeks ago, I would be too ashamed to tell a friend let alone the whole world. Its very challenging. I know I could be strong. But when I think that my kids won't be able to see their father as often as they are used too, I break down.
I even did things that are just so wrong. It landed me in hospital. I shall not elaborate let just call it 'stupid'. But even though I knew it was wrong not to mention stupid. Up till now, I did not regret it. It somehow make me wake up. After going through the aftermath of the 'stupid' thing i did. I know for certain that Allah loves me. If he doesn't, he would have taken my life there and then and had thrown me into HELL straight! eheheh Also I know for certain that I won't do it again. It was damn painful!

I can't be long as my friends are coming over for dinner. But I will definitely continue later
Look Out for the NEW me!!!

:)